Breaking up with my ex was one of the best (and worst) things I've ever done. I really thought we'd be together for a very long time and get married and have a family etc etc... But, breaking up gave me a new sense of... I don't know. It gave me a boost in confident and has made me make a lot of changes in life and work life. I know I loved her, more than words can describe and I didn't break up with her with lack of love or feelings for her. But sometimes it just doesn't work and getting to the point of realisation was big for me.
Both my boss and colleagues has seen a change in me after it, they say I've become brave, more open and tough, haha. And I feel it too, I can say no now, I can say my mind right away without holding it in for too long and so on. Í am think for how much I grew in our relationship, and how much she made me realise what I can be. So now, that I start a new chapter in my life I am thankful for what has been and I am more than ready to start everything fresh and new.
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Since my surgery(ies) is/are coming up I'm trying to figure out what sports I will be able to do after... These surgeries are making me unable to run since they are fixating two toes so they will be completely unable to move. It saddens me a bit, but I will still be able to take my super long walks. But my dream was to start with running track next year. But also, it's better to be able to walk without pain and wounds than being able to run. I am thinking of swimming, I've done that before... Or something else, but I don't know what that something else would be. I will look and figure something out. First of all I have to manage 12 weeks of recovery, haha,
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