Snow, Realisations and Clubbing

The snow that covered our roofs over night is slowly being washed away by the rain. I have just come back in again after a wet and cold walk with the dog. Tomorrow I'm starting one of my new jobs!!! I'm so excited and nervous. But I know whom they are and I have actually worked there before, three years ago... And known them for four years, but I'm nervous to meet them all again and to start with something completely different than before. That is one of the places I'll be working at from now on. It will be so nice to be mixing it up a bit and work with different people and see new things, and most of all... Learn.

So, I'm happy with what life is offering me at the moment. I haven't been the happiest or the healthiest person on this earth the last couple of months. I haven't really realised it myself until now. Or until last night where I just burst out in tears to a not so sad movie, haha. I realised that this past year has given me a lot of lemons but also a lot of lemonad and sometimes a mix of them both in the same situation. As I wrote yesterday, breaking up was the best and worst... Maybe worst is wrong word, it was the hardest. Yes, the best and the hardest thing I've had to do in a long long time. And it's been hard. It was hard to come to the realisation that nothing was going to change, it would go on and on like it was and I'd be walking around feeling so uncomplete and sad. That was the hardest and saddest by the whole thing. But the best thing is, and even my friends say it, is that I have grown as a person so much. Even my boss said it, haha.

Tomorrow we're actually going out clubbing. Well first dinner at a fancy restaurant and then out clubbing. Me and four other friends. Might be meeting up with my closest friend at the club. But I haven't decided yet. It will be fun though, especially hanging out with a one of them. We've come pretty close and we have tons of fun together and I'm happy to get to know her better.

Well well, time to do something productive... Maybe like sleep, haha. No, but clean the bedroom maybe. I dunno.

Peace out!