So Much Is Changing

There's a weird sense of happiness bubbling within me. A happiness I can't explain in words, maybe not in anyway. A happiness that's mixed with being scared, extremely scared and excited. In a few months my life will be completely different again. Life will never be the same again... Changes will be made and life's going to be hard, spectacular and completely wonderful. I know that. It's scary ! But, in a very good way.

Here I am... I should be asleep, but I got stuck with youtube and good documentaries. I'm suppose to be up in just a few hours, but my mind is swirling around and I'm thinking about the future. I want the time to rush but in the same time I need it to slow down so that I can prepare myself. Can't have both, can I?

My furry friend is snoring like a man, my flat mate is snoring like an even older man ( I can hear it through the walls) and I'm thinking about the course me and my work buddy are going to next week. It's a really interesting course and I think I'll learn a whole lot when it's over, it's two more times before we have passed it. The last time I left feeling so inspired to do an even better job with my patient so I hope the next two times will be as good. The women who holds the course is so much fun to be listening to. She involves the whole of her body and different tones of her voice and all that. It's very interesting and fun.

I'm craving mango, so bad... And jack fruit. I think I'll pass by the Asian store tomorrow to get some canned jack fruit, haha. And fresh mangoes from the store. I need it, I wish I could order some now, haha. Oh, I remember eating my first mango in Uganda... Soon 6 years ago ( OMG!!!! ). I have never been able to find such tasty mangoes here in Sweden since then. I miss them. But the mangoes here will do now that I have crazy cravings haha.

This is such a random post... But that doesn't matter, does it. I just feel like writing tonight. But I think I'll give sleeping another try so that I can be somewhat human tomorrow.

Goodnight people. Take care of each other and remember to love.